Let's never speak of 2011 again.

 

It was never good, but somehow we survived. Eternal people cannot be destroyed, We can only suffer.

Keep God away from me.

How do you
kill the demon inside you
 without killing yourself?
 and how do you
 kill yourself
 without killing
 those closest to you?

Never grow up

Merry Xmas

Sometimes we're broken and we don't know why.

We all want life to have some kind of meaning.

Seems like the older we get,

the harder we look for it...

And the harder it is to find.

And some of us just look

in the wrong place.

But if our lives

don't have meaning...

What can we leave behind

for those we care about?

-Dexter 6x03

It's 5 a.m. and I can't sleep.

Remember all those great times you had and all the things you hoped be?

Our moments could be gone, but our feelings and memories are still in our breathing.

I constantly wonder how my life looks in other people's eyes. Do they think I have it easy? Do they think I have nothing going on for myself? Or are they fascinated with who I am? The thing is that no one will ever know my whole story. No one will ever know the things I've had to overcome. -Not even my closest friends, not even my own family. The thing is that people are so quick to judge now a days. You only see a person from what they want and allow you to see. I always try to look as put together as I can, and I guess that's my way of hiding from the truth. It's just that  way everyone will assume that everything in my life is okay. That I never go through anything. If only everyone knew how broken I am, and how I'm holding on for dear life on this one last strand that's recently become very delicate. The truth is that no one really knows me. No one will ever know me, and sometimes that scares me, because no one will ever know why I am the way I am.

August 27, 1906 - July 26, 1984

2000 - 2005

"We stopped checking for monsters under our bed 
when we realized they were inside us."